Tik-Tok- Tic -Toc
my head starts speeding up with rapid thoughts .. way too fast..chop-chop ! stumble ! collide ! bang ! cease !! Overwhelming confusion replaces clarity..The pendulum swings back and forth from transcendence to shards, a dangerous mess.. Everything previously pervadin’ one’s marrow..the feelings of ease. intensity. well-being. euphoria is now against you ..all of a sudden this irritability. angerness . anxiousness takes over…and u get stuck in the blackest caves of the mind…no it will never end. for it carves its own reality.. no longer could i tell reality from fantasy: a complete illusion..
what i see isn’t what yu see..
i Am frightened, i am frightening, i am not at all like myself but will be soon:
But i know i won’t…